computer-in-shopping-cartAlthough business is relatively quiet, getting ready to launch into the New Year still requires lots of activity, some of it fraught with feelings. My computer guru informed me that it was time to upgrade. Turns out, I’ve had my current desktop unit for four and a half years–a virtual lifetime in the world of technology. It had been getting sluggish and the all-important synching to my Palm Treo was failing. I’m quite good at helping others through changes, but had to go through some muddy water myself this week.

Things weren’t where they used to be. I couldn’t send my headshot to a reporter because I couldn’t find it. I had to upgrade my ACT database program from 6.0 to 11.0 (which shows you how long I’ve been putting that off) and spent precious hours on the phone with tech support thousands of miles away.  My videocam and microphone won’t work at the same time now, so I need to get a new combination unit. None of these are big deals–like minor surgery–unless they’re happening to you AND all at once.

I also lost a document (and dollars trying unsuccessfully to re-find it on my laptop) that I’m sure is the one key to all my future success. Note the grandiosity in my mental attitude.

Yes. I know how to coach myself through this, but there’s been a toll–being snappy with my family, growling at a friend, frustration at what’s not getting done.

It took me some time to come to acceptance of the situation, but I’m there now. It’s a new day, a new year. I’m excited and happy and grateful that I’ve been able to turn this upset around and notice how lucky I was it happened at such a quiet time when I was able to devote non-client time to deal with it.